In a moment

A worthless person, a wicked man, goes about with crooked speech, winks with his eyes, signals with his feet, points with his finger, with perverted heart devises evil, continually sowing discord; therefore calamity will come upon him suddenly; in a moment he will be broken beyond healing. (Proverbs 6:12-15 ESV)

It troubles me that in times of anger that my own heart devises evil so easily.  It doesn't happen often, but when that breaking point is reached, it is like flood waters bursting through a dam.  The angry words come out, and none of them can be taken back. I don't want to be broken beyond healing, and I don't want to allow anger to lead my heart.  I believe and I know that He can, is, and will continue to change me to be the man that He wants me to be.  Tonight I just want seek after HIs heart, hear His voice, and be changed.